Self-loathing and Pastries

I am fandom's fool!!!

Primarily a Supernatural blog, but also a Dominion and occasional Marvel and Teen Wolf blog, I write fanfiction and make crazy videos of my little boy.
I'm a part of the VA Posse, and an crazy ass old ass fangirl who's pushing 40 and doesn't plan on slowing down anytime soon.
If you're looking for the author of Cooking with Gas or Painted Angels, you found her.
There's also teamfreedollies.tumblr.com. And I'm a member of this network: http://thewritingishardnetwork.tumblr.com/

Welcome aboard!

winjennster asked: 21.

livinginthequestion:

Impressive. I guess I didn’t notice in the video.  :D  Hey, you’re wide awake tonight!  :)

It was a figment of your imagination. I sent this and passed the eff out.

dakotaaaa:




I can’t get over this tweet and I’m astounded it isn’t an episode already. It goes so well with the old fashioned Americana feel of the early seasons.

dakotaaaa:

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I can’t get over this tweet and I’m astounded it isn’t an episode already. It goes so well with the old fashioned Americana feel of the early seasons.

(via metatron-the-transformer)

Anonymous asked: hi! i have sort of a confession (it's not really?) - the spn fandom has been extremely unpleasant for me in the last few months. i haev been in the fandom for maybe a year, and i've seen so many incredible people, artists/writers/meta people, even just regular people who aren't any of those, but are still kind and not unreasonable. but there were so many times i read things on blogs that left me feeling so gross and just... eugh, if eugh can be a feeling. i had a mental list of things that (1)

bothered me, but it’s mostly colossal hate that seems to be everywhere. this fandom is definitely /not/ the place you come to be accepted. you have to have a group of people and blogs that are not utter assholes in order not to feel like shit. and the other things that bothers me most is wank. ugh. so much wank. and i don’t mean when people tag their criticism w/ wank but when people start wanking about an ep as soon as synopsis is released, or start wanking about season in, like, july. (2)
and the last thing, i promise - why are people so eager to believe rumours and never check sources?? i’ve been in the fandom a year or so, i’m not reallt an active pariticipant, and even i can see that for your own sake, please, don’t believe everything, wait for multiple reports, check sources, look for context. plus the way people behave toward the cast grosses me out sometimes, and on the other hand, the way tptb treat fans, more than occasionally, is even worse. if i want to follow meta (3)\
I understand what you’re saying, but overall, SPN fandom has been an overwhelmingly positive experience for me. The wank hasn’t dampened my enthusiasm for the show in the least. 
The rumor thing - yeah, that seriously gets on my nerves. I definitely do not like the actor hate and will and have taken people to task over it - I got into it with a girl on twitter the other day that was saying horrible things about Misha.
I’ve culled my dash a lot in the last few months and unfollowed a lot of people that were constantly complaining. So I don’t see it as much. 
However, if it’s bothering you, and fandom’s not fun for you anymore, then definitely walk away. Believe me, I’d understand. 
Have a good day, Nonny. (((((hugs)))))

Anonymous asked: hey what does turn on the light means? if you don't mind telling.

I dunno. I just thought it was cute. 

Anonymous asked: Idk man, sometimes cockles feels "played up for the audience" or just a con persona.. Cuz I see them in other videos when they're just interacting with people and it doesn't seem as tender man. :(

mistofstars:

that-fucking-flamingo-shirt:

NOOOOOO SUPNON, DON’T BE SAD!!!! I’M HERE FOR YA!!

And I don’t think that’s true! I mean, this was a completely spur of the moment thing, Misha interrupted their interviews, and LOOK AT THEM!!!

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AND THE TINY ADORABLE SHRUG I MEAN????????

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 I am forever in love with that shrug <3 <3

And I’m pretty sure they didn’t know they were being filmed during this

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And let’s not forget those precious moments Jensen knows he’s being filmed but forgets he’s being filmed

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I mean, they are good actors

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But they’re not THAT good.

my favorite thing in the world is seeing those dorks laughing together or laughing because the other is laughing. They’re so fucking sweet… T_T 

Can you turn on the light,
please?